•|Ordinary Day|•

It's not that usual when everything is beautiful
It's just another ordinary miracle today

The sky knows when its time to snow
You don't need to teach a seed to grow
It's just another ordinary miracle today

Life is like a gift they say
Wrapped up for you everyday
Open up and find a way
To give some of your own

Isn't it remarkable?
Like every time a raindrop falls
It's just another ordinary miracle today

Birds in winter have their fling
And always make it home by spring
It's just another ordinary miracle today

When you wake up everyday
Please don't throw your dreams away
Hold them close to your heart
Cause we are all a part
Of the ordinary miracle

Ordinary miracle
Do you want to see a miracle?

It seems so exceptional
That things just work out after all
It's just another ordinary miracle today

The sun comes up and shines so bright
It disappears again at night
It's just another ordinary miracle today

Ooohh Oooohh

It's just another ordinary miracle

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I'm stressing again over low marks and disappointing quizzes and test. I won't say anything to justify why I'm getting these grades--rather I'll just move on and be better next time. I am becoming relax again knowing things are easy of that I put all matters in natures cause, which I thought will go my way. In truth, I am messing up and heading back to the same old cycle of which I know where will end. A cycle that I have been discussing and facing over the course of time. Gradually that cycle has been going on a different direction, a whole new 360 degree. But when it reaches it's final turn, my old self comes knocking and force itself in. I have a semester one curse. First day: high expectations pours tumultuously. But after a embarrassing test or quiz, all ends to the pit. My heart will sank and it's all I can think of. Tomorrow I'll face one of them and I hope as soon as I turn my back I hope that it will be left behind. As I place my first step, the cycle will be broken.

Picture Cited: Adaptation of Ms Conner's description of my downtime. I never let anyone see this even my family. But it's part of letting go.

*Embrace*

XOXO,

Mehkai